tell me where our time went

all the lyrics that remind me of you....i

Thu, 08 Jan 2009 02:15:51 GMT

so this idea came when i was buying some really cute songs by brightwood earlier
these are the songs that from the second i hear the first note, you come to mind.
they even made me think of you when we werent dating.

"if there's anything to say, if there's anything to do, if there's any other way, i'll do anything for you" for the widows in paradise

"i wish i could do better by you, cause thats what you deserve.
you sacrifice so much of your life, in order for this to work.
While im off chasing my own dreams, sailing around the world,
please know that im yours to keep, my beautiful girl" the girl

"don't give away what we've tried to hard to keep. all things aside, i will be enough for you." safe and sound in phone lines

"how dare you say its nothing to me, baby your the only light i think i ever saw" slow dancing in a burning room

"and in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me. your all kinds of beautiful as you end my day. and you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away" sunsets and car crashes

"you stole the air right out of my lungs, but keep it for yourself. cause your going to need it, for all the times, i'll take your breath away" before they see us

"cause i was born to tell you i love you. and i am torn to do what i have to, to make you mine, stay with me tonight" your call

"i can't get your smile out of my mind. i think about your eyes all the time. beautiful but you dont even try. modesty is just so hard to find" lovebug

"those flashing lights come from everywhere. the way they hit her i had to stop and stare. she's got me lovestoned, i think i'm lovestoned, she's got me lovestoned and i think that she knows" lovestoned/i think that she knows

"let me be the one who calls you baby all the time, surely you can take some comfort knowing that your mine. just hold me tight, stay by my side..." smother me

"but you are the one i've been waiting for today. and here comes the sun, that's been baiting on today" today

"i'd walk through hell for you, let it burn right through my shoes, these souls are useless without you" a walk through hell

"i wanna say that we're getting closer everyday. you know you cant stop when your racing the clock, c'mon. this hearts a bomb and we're setting it off" closer (this is definetely before we were dating cause this basically defined the month before i asked you out)

"you are the earth beneath my feet, you are my gravity." tired and uninspired

"i've wrestled with the understanding that i can't spend another day without you." the journey

"tie me up, don't let me run, because another day without you is a lifeless one" wake

and this is my new favorite. the second i heard it, it almost made me cry. its really simple, but really cute, and your the only person that comes to mind when i hear it.... (but the i am unfaithful line is has nothing to do with us so just ignore that lol)

"i am taken.
i am not my own.
i am floating.
teach me how to fly.
i am solomon.
waiting to sing his song.
i am for you, i am for you.
and i am older.
but i feel so new.
~~i am unfaithful.~~
but i am true.
you know im so in love with you.
i am all these things,
but i'm nothing without you"

i love you.

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this is possibly the funniest thing ive seen in a long lonnnnggg time.

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 22:03:42 GMT

so saturday night live did this hilarious digital short.
if you havent seen it yet, you are missing out

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eleven.twentyone. amazing night!

Mon, 24 Nov 2008 22:50:13 GMT

ahhh!

all time low was freaking amazing!
first off, i had to stand in the cold for like 45 minutes to get into the venue and i was only wearing a t shirt. but randomly, my favorite cousin brad walks up and i didnt know he was going to be there. so i got super excited to see him!

when we finally got in, we got a good spot, and every avenue was first and quite amazing frankly!

dave is so damn cute!
next was the maine. i also had a great time dancing around to their songs.

john ohhhh!

and then mayday came on. that was probably the highlight of my night cause i am obssessed with them.
all time low was just a riot. alex and jack were soo funny.

overall it was just an amazing night. after the show i met some of the guys-kennedy from the maine, and josh, jimmie, and DAVE!! from every avenue.
if anyone else saw them on tour, let me know what you thought!

50 things.

Sun, 23 Nov 2008 20:24:36 GMT

well i got the idea off of mitchell davis. but i did not feel like making a video because i don't look too hot right now.
hahahaha.

check it out. 50 random things about me. these are things, people, places that i like. its just very random.
Type your cut contents here.
1. acoustic guitar
2. alex gaskarth
3. jack barakat
4. dave from every avenue
5. music. its my life
6. paramore
7. apple products
8. mitchell davis
9. myspace
10. facebook
11. livejournal
12. the l word
13. family
14. the-n
15. mtv
16. rob pattinson
17. kristen stewart
18. twilight.
19. will ferrell
20. anchorman
21. lil wayne
22. imovie
23. horror films
24. band t shirts
25. concerts
26. photos
27. my friends
28. saint martin
29. ann arbor
30. urban outfitters
31. to write love on her arms
32. diet coke.
33. ramen noodles
34. union pier
35. swimming
36. blake lively
37. super smash brothers
38. fueled by ramen bands
39. ichat
40. pandas
41. peace
42. chicago
43. california
44. fight club
45. energy drinks-red bull
46. stride and orbit gum
47. AP magazine
48. teen vogue
49. the beatles
50. 11:11.

twilight!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 00:38:06 GMT

could i just say how damn excited i am to see this movie?!?!!?
i think im seeing it tonight at midnight, i have a ticket, it depends on if my stupid parents let me go or not.
but if i dont see it tonight im totally going tomorrow. and im already wearing my twilight/decode/paramore shirt tomorrow.

seriously how could i not be excited look at how cute the cast is!!!

i love them all soo much.

this is going to be the best movie ever.
im sure ill write a review on here after ive seen it 4989589849589485 times :)

something else i wrote

Tue, 11 Nov 2008 21:30:26 GMT

idk what this is yet.
i might turn it into a song, i might not.
what i do know is that i wrote it for you.
i love you.

i'm submerged when im with you.
you're so beautiful,
you steal the air right out of my lungs.
i cannot speak, or you would not understand,
because i am tongue tied by how lovely you are.
i cannot hear anyone else,
noise and distraction tuned out,
i can only focus on you.
but when i come up to breathe,
your breathing right along with me,
hearts beating as one,
and now i know i've fallen in love.

new layout

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 17:45:04 GMT

thanks to sparklexdreams for the new layout

sorry if this is getting too cheesy...

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 15:34:48 GMT

soooo.
i really love this song.
i know i didnt write it.
but it still reminds me of you
please tell me if you hate these cheesy posts.
cause then ill stop

wrapped in your arms (fireflight)

Is this the whole picture
Or is it just the start?
Is this the way you love me?
You're capturing my heart
I used to try and walk alone
But I've begun to grow
And when you tell me just to rest
I'm finally letting go
I let go

(so pretty much ive been the best ive ever been during the time we've spent together. ive become a much better person and ive finally been able to let go of some of my past trust issues)

And I'm here to stay
Nothing can separate us
And I know, I'm ok
You cradle me gently
Wrapped in your arms.... I'm home

(i really do feel ok when im in your arms. its like nothing can go wrong. i feel safe and no matter what else is going on in my life, i know i can make it. you give me all the hope i need. when ive been depressed, the reason ive gotten out of bed in the morning is because of you. ill always be there for you.)

I'm seeing so much clearer
Looking through your eyes
I could never find a safer place
Even if I tried
All the times I've needed you
You've never left my side (i can call you completely upset and you'll be there for me. you calm me down and make me smile no matter how down im feeling.)
I'm clinging to your every word
Don't let go
(no matter what happens in the future, i will always be in your life. and no matter what ill always be there for you. ill never let you go out of my life because you mean way too much to me.
ill always love you)

i wrote this for you

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 23:39:18 GMT

it has no name (yet).
i've always wanted you to hear it.
im just so nervous cause i dont think its good enough.
its a song for you.
its only one verse (for now)
and i wrote it a while ago, and i know things have changed between us.
soooo sorry if the song is a little off about our relationship right now
i do love you so much.
here it goes:

(verse)
by now you know your everything to me.
when you kiss me, when you touch me,
the butterflies make me weak.
its been months, but hopefully it will be years.
if we can make it through laughter, we can make it through the tears.

(pre chorus)
these words are all i know to be true.
so please just believe me when i sing this to you.

(chorus)
wherever you may be, i promise ill be there,
ready to sweep you off your feet,
and into the cold air.
so just hold onto me tonight love.
because your everything ive ever wanted,
and everything ive dreamed of.

i love you so much. i hope you liked it.

i hope you feel better :)

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 21:37:31 GMT

sleeping to dream

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 13:32:00 GMT

so, the song "sleeping to dream" by jason mraz is amazing
mostly because it reminds me of the person that i'm head over heels in love with.

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you (i miss you so much during the week. i wish i could be next to you all the time)

And as I lay me down tonight,
I close my eyes, what a beautiful sight (when i close my eyes right before i fall asleep, i see your face and it makes me smile)

Sleeping to dream about you
And I'm so damn tired of having to live without you
But I don't mind. I'm sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so tired (sometimes when i really miss you, i go to bed early cause i know i'll dream about you)

I found myself in the riches,
your eyes, your lips, your hair
And you were everywhere (i'm the luckiest person alive to have you)

I woke up in the ditches.
I hit the light and I thought you might be here
but you were nowhere.
Well, you were nowhere at home. (i had a dream about you on friday night; it was amazing. when i woke up, at first i thought you were right next to me. but then i realized you weren't. it was sad :( )

As I lay me back to sleep
This love i pray that i can keep. (i hope we can stay together forever, and that i don't mess this up)

Just a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night. (i cried on saturday night cause i didn't get to see you. i miss you so much sometimes.)

Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
Well, I don't mind
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

i love you so much. you're everything to me

why tila why?

Thu, 22 May 2008 00:47:30 GMT

tila tequila is starting to piss me off.

i do not understand why she kept stupid douchebag jay around at all! i mean, c'mon, jay was chad's best friend in the whole house, and chad ended up breaking someones jaw.
tila, you need to make smarter choices.

what really made me upset was sibrina getting voted off. not only was she the hottest one in the whole house, but she was actually in love with tila. i dont know why tila sent her home after sibrina "faded away" for like 2 days. she keeps lisa around even when they get in huge fights (even though i love lisa). i just don't get it. i wanted sibrina to win.

well, i still love you sibrina!! you are definetely the hottest girl on shot of love EVER!!! even though tila kicked you out, id be lucky to have you ; )

new layout

Sun, 18 May 2008 00:18:47 GMT

thanks to glr1989 for the awesome layout!!! its amazing isnt it?
thanks a lot.

so these songs remind me of you...

Thu, 08 May 2008 20:20:13 GMT

...because i love you <3

i'm yours & you and i both (jason mraz)- so as you should know by now, i'm completely in love with you. and i wanted to let you know im in this forever. you have stolen my heart, so thats why whenever i hear these songs, i think of you (even though i already think about you 24/7) haha.

bleeding love- oh jeez. so i claimed i would never like this song. but now i love it, only because it reminds me of you. i really don't care what people think about us, because it will never change the way i feel about you.

with me (sum 41)- well, this song is adorable. mainly this line reminds me of you: "i don't want this moment to ever end, when everything's nothing without you". cause whenever i'm with you, i never want to leave. i'm always bummed when i have to walk out the door, to my car. seeing you is what brightens up my day.

wonderwall (ryan adams)- this is possibly the cutest song of all time (no wonder it reminds me of you). this version was in the oc though, and even though i don't think you watch it, this song was played during the cutest, most couple-y moment ever. hehe. soo since we are the cutest couple ever, it reminds me of you!

safe and sound in phone lines (a change of pace)- pretty much the line "i found out what i've been missing" sums it up. i waited so long to ask you out, and i'm incredibly happy that i did. i just wish i wasn't such an ass to you and that i figured it out sooner.

white lines and red lights (between the trees)- this song definetely reminds me of you because of the intense butterflies i get whenever i'm around you, and how sad i am when i'm not.

different & seeing is believing (acceptance)- so pretty much, i took a chance in asking you out, and its been what i have waited for all my life: to find my first true love. and the song seeing is believing pretty much asks the question i ask myself everyday: "why can't i see you more?"

deep (ben broussard)- haha this was on a SON promo so thats one of the main reasons i think of you whenever i hear it. and also i am deep in love with you. : )

the little things (colbie caillet)- basically, whenever i'm around you, my heart beats like crazy. and i'm in love with the little things you do that make you..you.

anyone else but you- aw, so i know we both love juno. and this is one of the many cute songs in the movie. so, pretty much, i can't see myself falling in love this hard or being with anyone else, but you.

reasons to fall & i could die of wanting you- also on SON. haha. i think the titles are pretty self explainitory. i wanted you for so long, and now i'm so so so so SO happy i have you.

your body is a wonderland (john mayer)- well, i think that you are the hottest person on planet earth, and that everything about you is perfect. you're everything i could ever ask for, thats why i learned this song on guitar for you.

she is (the fray)- to put it simply: you are everything i need and that i ever wanted.

hot (avril lavigne-your other wife lol)- i think you already know that "you make me so hot". or at least you should by now. lol.

no air- soooo....i pretty much hate when i'm away from you and on a day i get to see you, you're the first thing i think of when i wake up.

i love you so much. you're amazing. i can't wait to see you soon.

not that anyone will care but....

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 01:32:58 GMT

... i love my mr. cuddles (you know who you are)

even if you think i'm a trashy annoying man (haha)

and even though you sing bleeding love early in the morning....

....i still am completely in love with you.

desperately.seeking.some.more.waldsen.

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 01:01:07 GMT

the title says it all...this weeks episode only featured ONE waldsen scene
but that doesn't mean it wasn't lacking in the drama department....

the MAIN thing i noticed this week (besides the lack of waldsen and the bitchiness of georgina) was how everyone was wearing extremely vibrant colors. to prove my point:

chuck and blair's bright coats.

iz's green coat

another one of chucks colorful blazers (and check out the chick's pink neon tights behind him! jeez!)

so besides all those bright colors giving me a headache (just kidding!) the only waldsen scene was pretty damn adorable.

SQUEEE!! you can tell blake lively is so so very happy to finally have a scene with her love leighton

hmmm.....can you say eye-sex? because that scene was dripping with it!

serena "baby, don't leave me with chuck!"
blair "i'll make up for it later" (haha the pout on blake lively's face is just oh-so-adorable.)

ok so now on to the main topic of the episode: georgina. so the first thing that popped into my mind when i saw her was that her outfit was adorable. and the second thing i noticed is that there is A LOT of sexual tension between the two of them. georgina just kept getting closer and closer to serena throughout the scene. i seriously think they dated or something because serena is so whipped and she can't even say no to her!

the scene were S and G were drinking was kind of funny, even though i felt bad that serena was drinking again. but even completly hammered, she looked so cute!

aww....so drunk but still looking good!
and im also glad she called chuck instead of dan. im sick of dan's attitude lately. he thinks hes a better kid than serena and you can tell he feels that way. i hope he cheats on serena with "sarah" and then blair will be there to comfort serena. then hopefully my dreams will come true and blair and serena will become the cutest couple ever. haha oh how i wish they were "coming out of the closet" on next weeks episode (WHICH LOOKS SOOO GOOD I CANT WAIT)

oh and blair looked so cute worrying about her bestie.

aww thats true love. i hope she kicks georgina's bitch ass for serena!!
i seriously cannot wait until next week........it looks like the best episode yet!

why vans warped tour?

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 19:27:37 GMT

so when i heard about warped tour's 2008 lineup being online i was super excited.

the reason behind my excitement happened to be a 5' 2'' flaming red haired singer whose voice could rock my world.

so imagine how upset i was when i went to the website, found the date when the tour came to detroit (july 18), and saw paramore was only playing july 1-july 6.

and i just had to ask myself: why would you do this to me warped tour?

now, ive tried many times (and failed) to see paramore.
first attempt: warped tour 2007- the date it came to detroit was the day i left for camp. ugh.
second attempt: christmas break, when tickets were sold out.
third attempt: paramore/jimmy eat world tour. they came to grand rapids, michigan (2 hours away from me) on a monday night. my parents would let me go.
fourth attempt: warped tour 2008

hopefully i will be able to see my idol in person.

ahhhhhhhhh i love ya hayley.
please come to detroit soon.

episode 514-finally. some. more. waldsen

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 00:17:55 GMT

so gossip girl returned last night finally and after pictures of our two favorite ladies filming (and being all over eachother) were posted all over....we finally got to see them in action...

the episode started off cute with blair and her little box of godiva chocolates. i started to get my hopes up, thinking the episode would feature a non-bitchy blair. considering it was called the "blair bitch project", i should have stopped dreaming right then and there. but still, how cute was that scene?

ahh! so blake lively is the luckiest girl on earth! not only is she like the hottest thing alive, but she also gets to wear the cutest clothes everrr!]

Exhibit A:

Exhibit B:

my point is made.
and even though chuck prevented serena from bathing, she still looks flawless.

and serena protecting blair from all the boys gossiping about her (which i found weird) and yogurt getting dumped on her head, was absoulutely adorable. serena=blair's white knight.

ok so on a topic having nothing really to do with waldsen (but still about the episode): the drugs, champagne, and porn. i had a feeling those weren't from chuck. hm, i smell Michelle Trachtenberg.

she may be evil on the show, but i love the outfit.

ok so now back to a couple i hate (because they interfere with waldsen)-dan & serena. so their date consisted of a blanket and hot chocolate outside her place. it's romantic i guess, but they are just way too cute for me. i don't them together. serena and blair make a much better couple (since they are already gay together in real life haha).

the only thing i like about dan is that he is the biggest sweetheart. that scene with him and jenny was adorable. i mean, what high school guy actually cares about his sister that much and even offers to take her to get ice cream? aww! i was pissed when jenny let him down and snuck out. I thought his little speech and getting caught red handed with the valentino gown would stop the bitch act! someone please help jenny humpfrey!

i am seriously so excited for next week! i don't have to wait another three months for another episode (hooray!). maybe next week will feature some more waldsen action?

one can only hope.

the hillzzz

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 20:20:53 GMT

so about the new episode of the hills last night...

what the fuck is up with audrina & heidi? ahh i HATE heidi so much and it sucks to see lauren betrayed (yet again). she needs to get out of that old apartment ASAP without audrina and her dumb drama and live with Lo (who has been my favorite even since the laguna beach days)

i am very concerned with the return of a certain scruffy disgusting guy: JUSTIN BOBBY! AHHHH! the only positive thing i have to say about him is that he cut off his sick greasy hair and according to audrina, he stopped burping and drinking. the guy could be hot if he wasn't such a pig and if he shaved once and awhile...

and one more thing. ive been confused this whole season about heidi kicking spencer out. wasn't that his apartment? i remember last season he paid for it....whatever. i hate him so i really dont care if he gets the hell off the show. im so glad i get to see less of that "scum" (a lauren description of him).

next weeks episode: STEPHEN'S BACK?!?!?! CAN THEY PLEASE JUST HOOK UP? i mean, i know they have hooked up, cause they talked about it on laguna like every other episode. but i've never seen them. ahahaha

i hope the hills never ends. i dont know what i'll do!