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FIC: Blake/Leighton: Right Round (NC-17)

2009-02-12T20:01:48Z

Title: Right Round (one-shot)
Author: emmydizzle44
Pairing: Blake Lively/Leighton Meester
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Blake and Leighton visit a club with the rest of the cast, and can't keep their hands off each other.
Notes: I dont own anything! i got the idea for this fic while listening to Flo Rida's new song "Right Round" and thought i could use it in a bleighton flc! I'm thinking of making more one shots with blake and leighton, based off other songs like Kings of Leon's "Use Somebody". What do you guys think?

It was a normal Friday night for the cast of Gossip Girl. After an exhausting day of shooting, they got ready in their trailers to go out to New York’s hottest clubs at night.

Blake stared at herself in the small trailer mirror, checking herself out in every angle possible. The black dress she wore hugged every curve just right, and dipped down into a low v-neck, displaying her cleavage perfectly. She was about to go grab her purse when she felt Leighton’s arms snake around her waist, turning the taller girl around.

“You look so sexy.” The brunette purred, her eyes fixed on Blake’s chest. “I just want to fuck you right now and-“ Her hands started to move downwards, under the blonde’s dress, until Blake stopped her.

“Nuh-uh.” Blake interrupted, grabbing her girlfriend’s hands and placing them around her neck. “Last time, Ed and Penn yelled at us for 20 minutes because we took so long ‘getting ready’.” Seeing the adorable pout on Leighton’s face, she leaned in and whispered into her ear, “But don’t you worry baby. I’m going to have my way with you on the dance floor.” Leighton sighed heavily, wanting nothing more than for Blake’s hands to be running all over her naked body.

“You know Blake…” The brunette teased back. “Two can play this teasing game. You surely remember my tongue running down your body last night, don’t you?” Blake nodded, as wetness flooded from in between her legs. “Cause I do. I loved being on my knees, sucking on your clit, as you screamed my name.” Leighton then moved her tongue in circles along a sensitive spot she knew well on her girlfriend’s neck, causing the blonde to gasp. She grabbed Leighton’s ass, trying to pull her closer. Leighton leaned in, like she was about to kiss the blonde, and then said, “Nah, let’s go! Wouldn’t wanna keep Penn and Ed waiting!”

Leighton began to walk out of the trailer, swaying her hips in a way she knew drove Blake crazy. Before exiting, she turned around, and blew a kiss at Blake. Letting out a sigh of frustration, Blake mumbled to herself, “Oh, she is SO going to pay for that.”, before leaving her trailer to head to the club.

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The club was packed. Of course, the cast did not have to wait in the long line outside, for they all were VIP. Blake and Leighton posed for a couple a pictures, and the flashes from the cameras went wild. The girls had come out as a couple a few weeks before, after a paparazzi got a picture of them making out during a short break of shooting for the show. Of course, it was on the front page of every gossip magazine, and being as in love as they were, they weren’t going to say it was a one time thing, so they came out, and now they are one of New York and Hollywood’s hottest couples.

“Jeez you two! Do you have to be ‘out’ everywhere?” Jessica asked, once they made it to the VIP room. It was relatively secluded, black curtains made it nearly impossible for someone to take a picture of the stars. It was lit by multiple chandeliers, and had many red velvet couches and booths.

“I wouldn’t be talking sweetie. We all know this is your favorite club because you and Ed can fuck on the loveseat without pictures showing up on the cover of Star.” Leighton joked, even though this was true. Blake, Leighton, Penn, Chace, Ed and Jessica were always at the club’s super secluded VIP booth, drinking champagne, dancing, or um, engaging in other activities.

They all sat at the booth now, their favorite drinks, champagne, vodka, and Red Bull were already at the table. Blake, who was feeling a little frisky after her third glass of the bubbly drink, whispered into her girlfriend’s ear as she gently placed her hand on Leighton’s upper thigh, “Hey baby. Wanna dance on the club’s main floor? I get bored just hanging around these guys all night…”

“Surely.” Leighton replied, her eyes glancing down at the hand on her thigh. She could already feel herself getting wet, and she hadn’t even danced with Blake yet. “Let’s go.”

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When they reached the dance floor, Blake was relieved to see that everyone was having an awesome time dancing and grinding with one another that they would barely even notice her and Leighton’s presence. Sure, someone would probably get a picture or two of the girls all over each other, but neither of them cared. They were out now, and Blake could not keep her hands off Leighton if she tried. The strapless purple dress she wore was so short that every time Leighton bended over, Blake caught a glimpse of her black lace underwear. Also, the pushup bra the brunette was wearing, made it kind of hard for Blake to look at her girlfriend’s face, when her boobs looked fantastic.

Blake grabbed her girlfriend’s hand, and they made their way to the center of the dance floor. Little did they know that tonight’s celebrity DJ was Sam Ronson herself! Seeing the happy couple beginning to grind in the middle of the dance floor, she put on a song she knew they would appreciate.

You spin my head right round, right round when you go down when you go down, down.

Blake was excited to hear the beat of Flo Rida’s new song, which had quickly become a favorite of hers, because every time she heard it, she thought of Leighton, with her head in between the blonde’s thighs, licking and sucking eagerly to get her off.

She turned Leighton around, so that her ass was pressing right up against Blake’s wetness in a way that drove her insane. Her hands grasped Leighton’s dress, riding up the material, as the brunette swayed her hips to the beat along with Blake. Leighton wished Blake would fuck her right there, in the middle of the packed club. She was so unbelievably wet; the blonde was driving her insane, as she leaned down to lick and suck on Leighton’s neck. The brunette couldn’t take it anymore; she whipped around and grabbed the back of Blake’s neck, pulling the taller girl into a kiss. It was hot and urgent, as Leighton’s tongue ran along Blake’s lower lip, biting it a little bit, just the way the blonde liked it. Blake moaned into the kiss, and grabbed Leighton’s ass, pulling her closer. Leighton wetness was now grinding against Blake’s knee, and she couldn’t take this teasing anymore.

“V.I.P. room. Now.” Leighton breathed out, pulling Blake out of the packed crowd.

“But baby, everyone is still-“

“We’ll kick them out.” The brunette interrupted. She had never needed Blake as much in her life. They finally made it up there, to see Penn and Chace were gone, but Jessica and Ed were making out heavily in the corner. “OUT!” Leighton yelled over the music.

“What the-“ Ed started. “Aw c’mon now! Can’t you see we’re busy?”

“You guys fuck in here all the time. Its our turn now.” Blake said, pointing to the exit. Much to their dismay, Ed and Jessica exited, knowing not to argue with two lesbians who were hot and heavy for one another.

Blake pushed Leighton down on the love seat, taking off her dress before she climbed on top of her. The girls continued their kiss, Blake’s tongue once again finding the spot on Leighton’s neck that turned her on. She quickly pulled the dress over the smaller girl’s head, and started to kiss down her body.

Ripping off Leighton’s bra, Blake’s tongue immediately began sucking on her nipples, as her hand rubbed the brunette’s wetness through her soaked panties. Leighton was breathing so heavily, and wanted Blake to fuck her so badly she couldn’t help but moan out, “Oh my god baby, please. Fuck me now.”

Blake smiled seductively up and her girlfriend, and licked and sucked her way down, pulling the brunette’s thong off in one swift motion. Never losing eye contact, Blake began to gently lick Leighton’s wetness, never touching her clit. Leighton felt like she was going to explode. “Please Blake, I need you.”

The blonde couldn’t hold back no longer. Spreading Leighton’s pussy lips, she found her clit, and sucked on it, moving her tongue in fast circles. The brunette cried out, her wetness grinding into Blake’s face. Blake’s tongue moved faster and faster, desperate to lick up all of her girlfriend’s wetness. She then stuck two fingers inside the brunette moving them quickly in and out.

“Oh…fuck…baby.” The brunette moaned. She was close and Blake knew it. Still moving her tongue around Leighton’s clit, the blonde added a third finger and curled them inside her, hitting her girlfriend’s G-spot. Tightening around Blake’s fingers, her hips bucking wildly, Leighton came, screaming out her girlfriend’s name.

It took awhile for the brunette’s breathing to slow, but when it did, Blake removed her fingers, and lay beside Leighton, her arms around her.

“Well,” Leighton began, short of breath. “Now I know why Ed and Jessica love this V.I.P. area so much.” Blake laughed into her girlfriend’s neck, as Leighton placed a kiss on the blonde’s forehead.

“I love you baby.” Leighton said.

“I love you too.” Blake replied, giving her girlfriend a quick kiss on the lips. “Now can you make my head spin right round? Because I’ve been listening to that song all week, and I can’t help but think of you whenever I hear it.”

“Sure, but can we go back to our place first?” Leighton asked. “I feel a little weird fucking on the same couch Ed and Jessica do it on.”

“Ew yeah! Please let’s go.” Blake laughed, grabbing her clothes, and thanking Flo Rida for writing such an amazing song.

all the lyrics that remind me of you....i

2009-01-08T02:15:51Z

so this idea came when i was buying some really cute songs by brightwood earlier
these are the songs that from the second i hear the first note, you come to mind.
they even made me think of you when we werent dating.

"if there's anything to say, if there's anything to do, if there's any other way, i'll do anything for you" for the widows in paradise

"i wish i could do better by you, cause thats what you deserve.
you sacrifice so much of your life, in order for this to work.
While im off chasing my own dreams, sailing around the world,
please know that im yours to keep, my beautiful girl" the girl

"don't give away what we've tried to hard to keep. all things aside, i will be enough for you." safe and sound in phone lines

"how dare you say its nothing to me, baby your the only light i think i ever saw" slow dancing in a burning room

"and in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me. your all kinds of beautiful as you end my day. and you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away" sunsets and car crashes

"you stole the air right out of my lungs, but keep it for yourself. cause your going to need it, for all the times, i'll take your breath away" before they see us

"cause i was born to tell you i love you. and i am torn to do what i have to, to make you mine, stay with me tonight" your call

"i can't get your smile out of my mind. i think about your eyes all the time. beautiful but you dont even try. modesty is just so hard to find" lovebug

"those flashing lights come from everywhere. the way they hit her i had to stop and stare. she's got me lovestoned, i think i'm lovestoned, she's got me lovestoned and i think that she knows" lovestoned/i think that she knows

"let me be the one who calls you baby all the time, surely you can take some comfort knowing that your mine. just hold me tight, stay by my side..." smother me

"but you are the one i've been waiting for today. and here comes the sun, that's been baiting on today" today

"i'd walk through hell for you, let it burn right through my shoes, these souls are useless without you" a walk through hell

"i wanna say that we're getting closer everyday. you know you cant stop when your racing the clock, c'mon. this hearts a bomb and we're setting it off" closer (this is definetely before we were dating cause this basically defined the month before i asked you out)

"you are the earth beneath my feet, you are my gravity." tired and uninspired

"i've wrestled with the understanding that i can't spend another day without you." the journey

"tie me up, don't let me run, because another day without you is a lifeless one" wake

and this is my new favorite. the second i heard it, it almost made me cry. its really simple, but really cute, and your the only person that comes to mind when i hear it.... (but the i am unfaithful line is has nothing to do with us so just ignore that lol)

"i am taken.
i am not my own.
i am floating.
teach me how to fly.
i am solomon.
waiting to sing his song.
i am for you, i am for you.
and i am older.
but i feel so new.
~~i am unfaithful.~~
but i am true.
you know im so in love with you.
i am all these things,
but i'm nothing without you"

i love you.

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this is possibly the funniest thing ive seen in a long lonnnnggg time.

2008-12-08T22:03:42Z

so saturday night live did this hilarious digital short.
if you havent seen it yet, you are missing out

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eleven.twentyone. amazing night!

2008-11-24T22:50:13Z

ahhh!

all time low was freaking amazing!
first off, i had to stand in the cold for like 45 minutes to get into the venue and i was only wearing a t shirt. but randomly, my favorite cousin brad walks up and i didnt know he was going to be there. so i got super excited to see him!

when we finally got in, we got a good spot, and every avenue was first and quite amazing frankly!

dave is so damn cute!
next was the maine. i also had a great time dancing around to their songs.

john ohhhh!

and then mayday came on. that was probably the highlight of my night cause i am obssessed with them.
all time low was just a riot. alex and jack were soo funny.

overall it was just an amazing night. after the show i met some of the guys-kennedy from the maine, and josh, jimmie, and DAVE!! from every avenue.
if anyone else saw them on tour, let me know what you thought!

50 things.

2008-11-23T20:24:36Z

well i got the idea off of mitchell davis. but i did not feel like making a video because i don't look too hot right now.
hahahaha.

check it out. 50 random things about me. these are things, people, places that i like. its just very random.
Type your cut contents here.
1. acoustic guitar
2. alex gaskarth
3. jack barakat
4. dave from every avenue
5. music. its my life
6. paramore
7. apple products
8. mitchell davis
9. myspace
10. facebook
11. livejournal
12. the l word
13. family
14. the-n
15. mtv
16. rob pattinson
17. kristen stewart
18. twilight.
19. will ferrell
20. anchorman
21. lil wayne
22. imovie
23. horror films
24. band t shirts
25. concerts
26. photos
27. my friends
28. saint martin
29. ann arbor
30. urban outfitters
31. to write love on her arms
32. diet coke.
33. ramen noodles
34. union pier
35. swimming
36. blake lively
37. super smash brothers
38. fueled by ramen bands
39. ichat
40. pandas
41. peace
42. chicago
43. california
44. fight club
45. energy drinks-red bull
46. stride and orbit gum
47. AP magazine
48. teen vogue
49. the beatles
50. 11:11.

twilight!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-21T00:38:06Z

could i just say how damn excited i am to see this movie?!?!!?
i think im seeing it tonight at midnight, i have a ticket, it depends on if my stupid parents let me go or not.
but if i dont see it tonight im totally going tomorrow. and im already wearing my twilight/decode/paramore shirt tomorrow.

seriously how could i not be excited look at how cute the cast is!!!

i love them all soo much.

this is going to be the best movie ever.
im sure ill write a review on here after ive seen it 4989589849589485 times :)

something else i wrote

2008-11-11T21:30:26Z

idk what this is yet.
i might turn it into a song, i might not.
what i do know is that i wrote it for you.
i love you.

i'm submerged when im with you.
you're so beautiful,
you steal the air right out of my lungs.
i cannot speak, or you would not understand,
because i am tongue tied by how lovely you are.
i cannot hear anyone else,
noise and distraction tuned out,
i can only focus on you.
but when i come up to breathe,
your breathing right along with me,
hearts beating as one,
and now i know i've fallen in love.

new layout

2008-10-26T17:45:04Z

thanks to sparklexdreams for the new layout

gossip girl. 207. "Chuck in Real Life"

2008-10-22T21:15:15Z

even though this week barely contained any blair and serena moments when they were together (but the two moments they did have were absolutely adorable!), they both looked extremely hot the whole episode. blair was practically naked for most of it, and serena was either admiring blair half-naked or looking kind of butch.

but trust me, i have many more thought on the two.

so this episode got me really excited to dress as Blair and Serena with my friend for Halloween. and it gave me really cute outfits to base my costume off of.

oh my my. don't they just look adorable?

moving onwards. i dont think anyone in the entire planet can look as sexy as this while reading:

im guessing serena is wishing blair was standing at the door, and not chuck. haha.

probably my favorite part of the entire episode was the little lunch date blair and serena were on. then it got even more gay (is that possible?!!?!) when erik and his new boyfriend walked in the door. AWW! GAY DOUBLE DATE!!!

how f-ing cute.

then next blair and serena moment was almost as good as the gay double date. it seems that after lunch, B & S decided to have a little *ahem* fun in bed together, because blair was seen putting her clothes back on as serena checked her out.

S: "damn i just tapped that."

then blair requests to have her dress zipped up. it was such a simple gesture but it made them seem so married!!!!

S: "if only i could be ripping this dress off of you..."
B: "my thoughts exactly"

then as blair walks away, all dressed up and looking gorgeous (like Serena points out), S totally checks out B's ass!

S: "dayyyuuummm, my girl be lookin' fine!"

THE PARTY! so the main thing that went down at this family function (besides the chuck-blair-vanessa and lily-serena-bart drama) was how butch (but hot) Serena looked in that suit. This is why Serena/Blake Lively is the dude.

and finally, if you watched the episode, i think we all know how hot blair looked in the final scene.

so leighton meester looks hot every episode. but this scene wins for the hottest outfit ever.

just imagine its serena on top of you B. you know you would rather have her there.

next week: umm...no mention of blair or serena in the preview. not sure i can fly with that.
but jenny looks...umm...different?

until next time :)

halloween costume

2008-10-21T00:57:49Z

so. for halloween this year i'm dressing as blair and my friend is dressing as serena. i'm kind of jealous. i mean, i love blair's style, but serena's is more for me. but my friend is blonde and sadly, i'm not. even though i am taller and have longer legs than her, i think my blair costume will work well. so far i am loosely basing my outfit off of this picture:

so i pretty much need all of this:

a navy blazer
a plaid skirt
tights
a cute bag
black flats
a red headband
a white ruffly shirt

i feel like i am missing out on some items. so please comment or message me if you have any ideas to help me improve my costume!!!
love you all! xoxo

"i hate those stupid headbands!" gossip girl episode 206

2008-10-16T20:27:39Z

im back! :)
and ready to give my commentary on "new haven can't wait"
which is possibly one of the best waldsen episodes to date.

first off. lets start off with blair's dream. they are always weird, but i think this one takes the cake for the funniest, but most odd dream ever. blair's accent was priceless :)

blairs outfits were a little weird this time around. but both blair and serena looked AMAZING at the reception. serena's dress looked damn good on her

can you say eyesex?????

the catfight: best thing ever. i loved when they started getting all into it and serena goes "i hate those stupid headbands, rips it off blair's head and B goes, "AH! my headband!" like it is the most precious thing in the world. it was priceless.

kiss and make up? i got so bummed when they decided not to be friends. fortunately that lasted less than 24 hours. and then when they run into eachother outside the dean's office, B said the cutest thing "I dont want to not know you. I cant not know you." Thats a sign of true love right there. and then they held hands:

and agreed to ride home together. another GREAT moment is when the dean called S, and they listened in on the phone convo together (holding hands) XD

and then they agreed to figure out how to "share" everything together. can they just be together already?

kisses and hugs! and look where blair's face is. hmmm..... ;)

next week: blair in langerie? how could i not be excited!?!??!?

sorry if this is getting too cheesy...

2008-10-12T15:34:48Z

soooo.
i really love this song.
i know i didnt write it.
but it still reminds me of you
please tell me if you hate these cheesy posts.
cause then ill stop

wrapped in your arms (fireflight)

Is this the whole picture
Or is it just the start?
Is this the way you love me?
You're capturing my heart
I used to try and walk alone
But I've begun to grow
And when you tell me just to rest
I'm finally letting go
I let go

(so pretty much ive been the best ive ever been during the time we've spent together. ive become a much better person and ive finally been able to let go of some of my past trust issues)

And I'm here to stay
Nothing can separate us
And I know, I'm ok
You cradle me gently
Wrapped in your arms.... I'm home

(i really do feel ok when im in your arms. its like nothing can go wrong. i feel safe and no matter what else is going on in my life, i know i can make it. you give me all the hope i need. when ive been depressed, the reason ive gotten out of bed in the morning is because of you. ill always be there for you.)

I'm seeing so much clearer
Looking through your eyes
I could never find a safer place
Even if I tried
All the times I've needed you
You've never left my side (i can call you completely upset and you'll be there for me. you calm me down and make me smile no matter how down im feeling.)
I'm clinging to your every word
Don't let go
(no matter what happens in the future, i will always be in your life. and no matter what ill always be there for you. ill never let you go out of my life because you mean way too much to me.
ill always love you)

i wrote this for you

2008-10-08T23:39:18Z

it has no name (yet).
i've always wanted you to hear it.
im just so nervous cause i dont think its good enough.
its a song for you.
its only one verse (for now)
and i wrote it a while ago, and i know things have changed between us.
soooo sorry if the song is a little off about our relationship right now
i do love you so much.
here it goes:

(verse)
by now you know your everything to me.
when you kiss me, when you touch me,
the butterflies make me weak.
its been months, but hopefully it will be years.
if we can make it through laughter, we can make it through the tears.

(pre chorus)
these words are all i know to be true.
so please just believe me when i sing this to you.

(chorus)
wherever you may be, i promise ill be there,
ready to sweep you off your feet,
and into the cold air.
so just hold onto me tonight love.
because your everything ive ever wanted,
and everything ive dreamed of.

i love you so much. i hope you liked it.

i hope you feel better :)

2008-09-22T21:37:31Z

sleeping to dream

2008-06-02T13:32:00Z

so, the song "sleeping to dream" by jason mraz is amazing
mostly because it reminds me of the person that i'm head over heels in love with.

I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you (i miss you so much during the week. i wish i could be next to you all the time)

And as I lay me down tonight,
I close my eyes, what a beautiful sight (when i close my eyes right before i fall asleep, i see your face and it makes me smile)

Sleeping to dream about you
And I'm so damn tired of having to live without you
But I don't mind. I'm sleeping to dream about you
and I'm so tired (sometimes when i really miss you, i go to bed early cause i know i'll dream about you)

I found myself in the riches,
your eyes, your lips, your hair
And you were everywhere (i'm the luckiest person alive to have you)

I woke up in the ditches.
I hit the light and I thought you might be here
but you were nowhere.
Well, you were nowhere at home. (i had a dream about you on friday night; it was amazing. when i woke up, at first i thought you were right next to me. but then i realized you weren't. it was sad :( )

As I lay me back to sleep
This love i pray that i can keep. (i hope we can stay together forever, and that i don't mess this up)

Just a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night. (i cried on saturday night cause i didn't get to see you. i miss you so much sometimes.)

Sleeping to dream about you
I'm so tired of having to live without you
Well, I don't mind
Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

i love you so much. you're everything to me

why tila why?

2008-05-22T00:47:30Z

tila tequila is starting to piss me off.

i do not understand why she kept stupid douchebag jay around at all! i mean, c'mon, jay was chad's best friend in the whole house, and chad ended up breaking someones jaw.
tila, you need to make smarter choices.

what really made me upset was sibrina getting voted off. not only was she the hottest one in the whole house, but she was actually in love with tila. i dont know why tila sent her home after sibrina "faded away" for like 2 days. she keeps lisa around even when they get in huge fights (even though i love lisa). i just don't get it. i wanted sibrina to win.

well, i still love you sibrina!! you are definetely the hottest girl on shot of love EVER!!! even though tila kicked you out, id be lucky to have you ; )

reaction: gossip girl episode 518: "much 'i do' about nothing"

2008-05-20T17:04:52Z

first of all, what will i do without this show? every week, i looked forward to monday just so i could see blake lively and leighton meester acting all gay together. well, at least they are pretty touchy feely in public too......at least i have pictures of them touching eachother to look at each week haha.

Second of all, because of the severe lack of waldsen moments (there were only two!?!?!?), this reaction focuses on all of the characters….but mostly, blair and serena’s wedding hotness.

lets talk about rufus and lily. ok so, i really like them together. bart bass kind of scares the hell out of me and rufus seems like the biggest sweetheart. also they deserve to be together more than dan and serena do. i still think they are going to have a thing in the future; their chemistry is undeniable.

lets talk about chuck and blair. wow, so even though they are obviously not meant to be together (because after like 24 hours of being in love, they both got sick of it and ran off with someone else), they are really funny on screen together. especially when blair kicks chuck out after they wake up in the same bed.

haha blair's fierce face is too cute!

lets talk about the blair and dan takedown. ahh! one of my favorite moments! i love how they both take her down, and how dan finally gets off his high horse and admits he was wrong believing georgina. and of course, blair is adorable when she takes down georgina. and has the best line ever: "haven't you heard? i'm the crazy bitch around here." that reminds me of a song...hmmm...haha.

pure hotness. haha.

lets talk about nate. i felt soo bad when his dad left him to take care of the family. i loved what he said about always being the man in the house though. i actually really love nate, he's a sweet guy. and i loved that he punched his stupid dad in the face. that moment was soo heartbreaking i almost cried when nate started to tear up.

awww poor N!

lets talk about best friends reuiniting. yay! i was soo happy chuck and nate finally forgave eachother! it was definetely one of the happier moments of the episode.

best friends forever? hopefully...

lets talk about vanessa. all i have to say is, she does clean up well. really well. my jaw basically dropped.

pure hotness.

lets talk about serena. okay, so of course, she was incredibly hot this episode as always. she always manages to look breathtakingly gorgeous, even when she's crying over dan. (which by the way S, you two are not forever. you and blair are.)

ahh. her hair looks soo pretty in this picture.

lets just say that wedding dress is very flattering. i think we all know where. hahaha.

lets talk about blair. once again, leighton meester is looking hotter and hotter every episode. i loved the dress blair wore to the wedding. it was soo cute on her. even though she basically looks good in anything.

hahah, the bitch face! i love it!

this picture, taken on the set of the show, is too cute. leighton looks adorable (that is the best "blair" outfit i have ever seen)

lets talk about waldsen. ok so i was majorly dissappointed in the lack of waldsen moments on the finale. there were soooo many cute moments last week, and this week, there were only two?!?! and they didn't even have their hands all over eachother the whole time. whatever, i will talk what i can get.

awww. i loved this scene. i wanted to scream at them "no girls. in twenty years, you will not be on your fourth marriage. you two will be completely in love and happy." hahaha

i'd like to imagine B was packing for a romantic vacation with S.

this moment was too cute. although i wish serena was grabbing blair's face to pull her in for a kiss...

lets talk about hookups. so even though i wish blair and serena were spending the whole summer hooking up, it looks like they are going to be spending the summer apart : (
vanessa and dan are soo going to hook up. maybe nate and serena? blair and that dude? chuck and the blonde? who knows...
let me know what you guys think the hookups are going to be!

new layout

2008-05-18T00:18:47Z

thanks to glr1989 for the awesome layout!!! its amazing isnt it?
thanks a lot.

reaction: gossip girl episode 517: "woman on the verge"

2008-05-14T18:43:14Z

sorry this is late (again)! i had an ap test today (ugh kill me now) and i was up studying all of last night.

i did keep getting distracted by the horrible blake and penn relationship confirmation...

...and the awesome episode of gossip girl this week!

well the first thing i need to address is the blake and penn relationship confirmation.
to me, all those pictures looked staged. i still refuse to believe they are together. its got to be a cover for blake and leighton who have the best chemistry ever. so, whatever. in my opinion, blake and penn dating doesn't exist. bleighton forever!

aww look how leighton is soo possesive of blake. it looks like shes thinking "blake's mine, penn! back off"

eyesex. yay!

NOW TO ALL THE EPISODE GOODNESS...

wow, so i really loved (almost) every character in this episode. except for dan of course. he just pissed me off. i kind of wanted to see jenny though, just to see if she had finally returned to normal.

let's talk about rufus. so i loved him in this episode. not only is he the coolest dad ever, but he actually finally got to show off his "forgotten band of the 90s! and he got to sing to lily! how cute...i'm glad they finally kissed, even though it sucks for bart and lilies upcoming wedding. rufus also became my hero when he pointed out that dan can be VERY JUDGEMENTAL. jeez dan, now even your own parents think your too hard on people.

let's talk about the reunion of N, C, B & S. so i was happy to see that they were all back together again. even if it was incredibly awkward. i hope they can not only resolve serena's issues, but their little love triangle as well.

i loved the nate and chuck tension. i hope they become friends again : )

aw, B was sooo worried about S. that's true love <3

so beautiful. even if she is hungover with barely any makeup.

let's talk about the sex (actually more like drug/death) tape. so this is not what i was expecting. i totally thought that guy serena kissed on the tape was the guy she cheated on dan with. but i guess she didn't even cheat on him? whatever. anyways, it was heartbreaking seeing lily watching that tape. that's definetely something a mom would never hope to see. and it was really creepy seeing that guy violate S. even though he did die. when serena was explaining everything to chuck, nate, and blair, pretty much all the questions i had all season were answered. yay!

let's talk about lily. so even though i kind of hated her when she was harsh to serena and was planning to send her away, she actually is a good mom. thank god she decided to keep serena in new york (thanks to blair!). it was really nice how lily came around for S and was there for her in her time of need.

let's talk about waldsen moments. yay! there were a lot more cute moments this week that made me squee! all the adorable moments helped me through my depression over the penn and blake news.

so. this is hotness. B surely knows how to take S's clothes off....

aww. this scene was soo cute when B was comforting S. with her hands on her at all times. hehe.

the party moments were too cute. i enjoy that blair and serena walked in holding hands, pretty much paying no attention to chuck. and then after lily tells serena that she is sending her away, of course blair is there to comfort serena. soo adorable!

of course, they are still holding hands at the concert. and blair is giving chuck the "mind your own business" look. they are in love, i refuse to believe anything else.

NEXT WEEK: from the short promo, i can tell its going to be intense. hopefully it will have just as many (or more) blair and serena moments than this week. i am kind of bummed its the season finale. what will i do without gossip girl? hahah. i can't wait for next week.

soooooo blake and penn better not be dating...

2008-05-12T22:03:58Z

this isn't the real thing

but this is....

and i cannot WAIT for tonight's episode!!!

so these songs remind me of you...

2008-05-08T20:20:13Z

...because i love you <3

i'm yours & you and i both (jason mraz)- so as you should know by now, i'm completely in love with you. and i wanted to let you know im in this forever. you have stolen my heart, so thats why whenever i hear these songs, i think of you (even though i already think about you 24/7) haha.

bleeding love- oh jeez. so i claimed i would never like this song. but now i love it, only because it reminds me of you. i really don't care what people think about us, because it will never change the way i feel about you.

with me (sum 41)- well, this song is adorable. mainly this line reminds me of you: "i don't want this moment to ever end, when everything's nothing without you". cause whenever i'm with you, i never want to leave. i'm always bummed when i have to walk out the door, to my car. seeing you is what brightens up my day.

wonderwall (ryan adams)- this is possibly the cutest song of all time (no wonder it reminds me of you). this version was in the oc though, and even though i don't think you watch it, this song was played during the cutest, most couple-y moment ever. hehe. soo since we are the cutest couple ever, it reminds me of you!

safe and sound in phone lines (a change of pace)- pretty much the line "i found out what i've been missing" sums it up. i waited so long to ask you out, and i'm incredibly happy that i did. i just wish i wasn't such an ass to you and that i figured it out sooner.

white lines and red lights (between the trees)- this song definetely reminds me of you because of the intense butterflies i get whenever i'm around you, and how sad i am when i'm not.

different & seeing is believing (acceptance)- so pretty much, i took a chance in asking you out, and its been what i have waited for all my life: to find my first true love. and the song seeing is believing pretty much asks the question i ask myself everyday: "why can't i see you more?"

deep (ben broussard)- haha this was on a SON promo so thats one of the main reasons i think of you whenever i hear it. and also i am deep in love with you. : )

the little things (colbie caillet)- basically, whenever i'm around you, my heart beats like crazy. and i'm in love with the little things you do that make you..you.

anyone else but you- aw, so i know we both love juno. and this is one of the many cute songs in the movie. so, pretty much, i can't see myself falling in love this hard or being with anyone else, but you.

reasons to fall & i could die of wanting you- also on SON. haha. i think the titles are pretty self explainitory. i wanted you for so long, and now i'm so so so so SO happy i have you.

your body is a wonderland (john mayer)- well, i think that you are the hottest person on planet earth, and that everything about you is perfect. you're everything i could ever ask for, thats why i learned this song on guitar for you.

she is (the fray)- to put it simply: you are everything i need and that i ever wanted.

hot (avril lavigne-your other wife lol)- i think you already know that "you make me so hot". or at least you should by now. lol.

no air- soooo....i pretty much hate when i'm away from you and on a day i get to see you, you're the first thing i think of when i wake up.

i love you so much. you're amazing. i can't wait to see you soon.

reaction: gossip girl episode 516: "all about my brother"

2008-05-08T01:13:19Z

first of all, sorry i posted this so late. i meant to post yesterday but i didn't have time.
second of all, forget everything i have said about past gossip girl episodes. this episode was the MOST SHOCKING i have ever seen. at the end, my jaw literally dropped to the floor. i'm still in shock.

and the waldsen moments...oh so adorable!

on a lighter note than the jaw dropping moments in this episode, i had to say what the hell to nelly yuki (or however you spell her name) being a part of blair's entourage. it was a weird, once blair completely sabotages her, the girl becomes her best friend.

the very lucky nelly yuki. it's not everyday blair includes someone in her posse.

let's talk about dan. i hated/loved him in this episode. the ONLY reason i liked him is that he is such a good brother. but he is not good as serena's boyfriend. he thinks he's better than everyone, even serena, and he is the one giving tips to gossip girl and hanging around with "sarah" aka georgina. technically, he doesn't know what a bitch she is, but he should still actually listen to his gorgeous girlfriend instead of leaving her stranded on a street corner.

aww, poor S! she looks so sad (but adorable) on that street corner. YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE, DAN!

family dinner. oh my god. georgina is one (hot) bitch. i was so pissed when she outed eric at the family dinner. he is like the cutest nicest little gay boy ever (haha). i felt so bad for him. but i was really happy that lily accepted it and that serena was such a good sister and comforted him. when S was talking to him, i thought i heard him say he met asher in rehab.

asher. possibly the biggest douchebag ever. i was so SO happy when eric and blair teamed up against him and sent the tips to gossip girl. he is the worst. hopefully i won't have to see anymore of him.

boo! go away! i can't believe i actually thought you were nice last week. (now i think the part about him bringing a huge bag of hot dogs over to jenny's house is ironic hahaha).

porn tape. i was kinda surprised about the lack of the porn tape talk in this episode. i thought it was supposed to be what the episode was about. guess not. i wonder who that guy in the tape was. hmmm.

jenny's return from the dark side. just when i thought little J was turning into the next blair, she was called a liar and her boyfriend was a gay ass, so she returned home, and into the arms of her dad. i almost cried, that scene was so cute! i missed the innocent jenny and i think some major father-daughter bonding will bring her back.

awww.

blair's hotness. B was on fire this episode. no joke. in my opinion, she was hotter than S.

party hotness. ow ow. haha

after party hotness. with the same dress. haha.

waldsen moments: THREE THIS WEEK! WOOT WOOT! THATS UP TWO FROM LAST WEEK!

first moment. aw B & S moments on the steps are my favorite. and its definetely where all their major flirting and touching takes place. the best part about this moment is that blair expresses her need to be with serena more. (aw true love!) and she also looked pissed off when stupid dan walks up.

aw two girls in love. sitting on the steps.

blair bummed about lack of S.

B's face says it all: "get the hell away from my girlfriend, Humphrey!" (can B & S please be a couple soon?)

second moment: this moment actually sucked. i can't believe serena hung up on blair.

c'mon serena. don't do that to the love of your life. haha.

third moment: this was not only the cutest waldsen moment ever but it also contained the most shocking three-words in gossip girl history: "i killed someone". woah. that was not what i was expecting. i think i'm still in a state of severe shock.
besides having my mind blown by serena's confession, blair delivered the cutest line ever: "There is nothing you could ever say to make me let go...i love you." after hearing that, i think my heart melted. they are so so so so cute.

true. love.

next week: all i can say is, poor serena. and i can't wait to watch it.

crazy mtv recap-the hills and a shot at love

2008-05-01T01:32:27Z

so many great tv episodes this week, its hard to keep up!
thats why i got to recap all the great-ness of the hills and a shot at love (aka the reasons i still watch mtv)

the hills "a date with the past"

so my feelings about this episode can pretty much be summed up with the cuteness of this picture:

awww stephen!! its like the whole laguna crew is reunited (kind of)
i was bummed that they are still "good friends". i wanted them to get married haha. and have really pretty kids.

im also really glad lo has a bigger role in the show now because i've loved her since her laguna days. i'm so glad her and lauren are living together too.

speaking of the girls new house, for their first actual home, its pretty amazing. i can already feel the tension between lauren/lo and audrina. its like they didn't even buy the house with her, cause she's always in her guest house. i hope lauren doesn't lose another close friend.

spencer/heidi: the only thing i can say about them is im getting sick of this "loyalty" thing they keep talking about. they are like the most dishonest unloyal people i've ever seen in my life so they should just shut up.

next week: all i can say is: AUDRINA WAKE UP! JUSTIN BOBBY IS SCUM!

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a shot at love with tila tequila!!

ahh...tila tequila. how i love you. and you are one lucky girl. you have some pretty hot ladies this season. and one hot guy (kyle). who turned out to be the biggest creeper ever. (i mean c'mon buddy, let sibrina and tila make out on top of eachother in peace alright?)

my top three picks for tila would be:

brittany! shes too funny and probably the best girl for tila.

lisa! i enjoy that she's a softball coach and that shes genuinly sweet. and shes got this great tomboy look to her.

here comes my favorite....

sibrina! hottest one, hands down. and shes gotten to make out with tila like 39489 times already haha. AND tila gave her the first key at elimination. i hope she stays til the end.

not that i have anything against guys, but the dudes this season are all douchebags. no joke. the worst is chad who is from DETROIT. i'm seriously ashamed he's repping my city on that show. he is the biggest tool. and the guys even had the nerve to tell the girls that they think there is no such thing as a lesbian. fuck off, you are ignorant.

the highlight of this weeks episode would have to be the rowdy party. the police showed up, tila tried (and failed) flirting with them not to get a ticket. so the second she closes the door and the po-po leave, she rips up the ticket and goes back to party.
way to go tila.
don't pick a douche this season. please.

not that anyone will care but....

2008-04-30T01:32:58Z

... i love my mr. cuddles (you know who you are)

even if you think i'm a trashy annoying man (haha)

and even though you sing bleeding love early in the morning....

....i still am completely in love with you.

desperately.seeking.some.more.waldsen.

2008-04-30T01:01:07Z

the title says it all...this weeks episode only featured ONE waldsen scene
but that doesn't mean it wasn't lacking in the drama department....

the MAIN thing i noticed this week (besides the lack of waldsen and the bitchiness of georgina) was how everyone was wearing extremely vibrant colors. to prove my point:

chuck and blair's bright coats.

iz's green coat

another one of chucks colorful blazers (and check out the chick's pink neon tights behind him! jeez!)

so besides all those bright colors giving me a headache (just kidding!) the only waldsen scene was pretty damn adorable.

SQUEEE!! you can tell blake lively is so so very happy to finally have a scene with her love leighton

hmmm.....can you say eye-sex? because that scene was dripping with it!

serena "baby, don't leave me with chuck!"
blair "i'll make up for it later" (haha the pout on blake lively's face is just oh-so-adorable.)

ok so now on to the main topic of the episode: georgina. so the first thing that popped into my mind when i saw her was that her outfit was adorable. and the second thing i noticed is that there is A LOT of sexual tension between the two of them. georgina just kept getting closer and closer to serena throughout the scene. i seriously think they dated or something because serena is so whipped and she can't even say no to her!

the scene were S and G were drinking was kind of funny, even though i felt bad that serena was drinking again. but even completly hammered, she looked so cute!

aww....so drunk but still looking good!
and im also glad she called chuck instead of dan. im sick of dan's attitude lately. he thinks hes a better kid than serena and you can tell he feels that way. i hope he cheats on serena with "sarah" and then blair will be there to comfort serena. then hopefully my dreams will come true and blair and serena will become the cutest couple ever. haha oh how i wish they were "coming out of the closet" on next weeks episode (WHICH LOOKS SOOO GOOD I CANT WAIT)

oh and blair looked so cute worrying about her bestie.

aww thats true love. i hope she kicks georgina's bitch ass for serena!!
i seriously cannot wait until next week........it looks like the best episode yet!